Learning wall of embarrassment

The "learning wall of embarrassment" is one I run into often.

When I know enough about something and can start doing stuff with it — that is when I run into that wall of feeling embarrassed for trying a thing I am not good at.

Language learning most recently and acutely: There is nowhere to hide when I try to shape words that I have just forgotten.

It is a literal failure in communication.
I acutely do not enjoy that.

My work then: Be ok with failing to make myself clear.