I am a recovering rescuer.
Someone that cannot let people suffer and fail. Not in big ways, and especially not in small ways, in moments.
I perceive someone that is struggling, and I interject with:
Or I rapidly try and answer all the open questions as I see it.
I force my process into the moment. Another thing to be made sense of.
These small, micro-rescue efforts make me feel better. Eases my embarrassment.
I am learning to trust the moment more. Allowing myself some uncomfort.
Allowing myself some micro-suffering.
Because this moment too, will take care of itself.