Still I find myself laughing
Still, I find myself laughing and not finding it funny.
I laugh because other people are laughing, and I am lazy and do not want to consider what I want.
Lazily I laugh too. It is benign. It involves sports teams being the bestest.
A slippery slope from being bestest is us and them. From there, it is we are good, and they are bad. Then it is not benign. This will not always happen — and it does.
I only ever want to laugh because I want to.